tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17942910262184719652024-02-07T05:33:18.741+00:00A Kind DomPygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.comBlogger508125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-46568510576120046672020-08-04T13:25:00.000+01:002020-08-04T13:25:10.549+01:00where to find me...I initially mistyped "find" as "fond". That put the word "fondle" into my mind. Much as I would like to, I am afraid I cannot let you know at the moment "where to fondle me...", much as I would like to.<div><br /></div><div>;)</div><div><br /></div><div>But if you want to <i>find </i>me then I have recently started to put a few photographs on Instagram. You can find them <a href="https://www.instagram.com/beaudejournee/" target="_blank">here</a>.</div><div><br /></div><div>I do not have time to post here regularly at the moment so apologies. If 'Uncle Agony' gets any new emails though then I will attempt to reply to them and share the discussion if appropriate.</div>Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-52079591221586302212020-04-04T12:47:00.000+01:002020-04-04T12:47:15.586+01:00100 days of solitudeOne of my favourite authors is Gabriel García Márquez. and my favourite novels of his are <i>Love in the Time of Cholera</i> and <i>100 Years of Solitude</i>. They are both titles that lend themselves to our current situation.<br />
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I hope we don't have 100 years of solitude! Even 100 days will be bad if it comes to that.<br />
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I wonder how submissives and dominants are managing if they are necessarily separated. How successfully can a D/s relationship survive at a distance?<br />
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Clearly it is very different from a real time D/s or relationship with face to face (or other bodily parts!) personal contact. However many do have virtual or long distance relationships.<br />
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Some years ago I had a number of very successful and fulfilling online D/s and BDSM relationships. They were very real and very meaningful for me and I believe for my partners. Much of the communication was by email and messaging rather than by videoing. It was amazing how powerful this could be.<br />
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If you are trying to maintain a BDSM relationship at a distance, I hope it is working well for you. Who knows it may get even more intense through the effort in making new protocols work.<br />
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Good luck.Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-36350243592365897432020-04-02T10:46:00.002+01:002020-04-02T10:46:24.174+01:00Love in the time of Coronavirus 2...I haven't done any blog browsing in ages. Then this morning I clicked at random at a couple of links. I found myself on Oatmeal Girls' blog <a href="http://submissionandmetaphor.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Submission and Metaphore</a>.<br />
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It seems her <i>Demon Muse</i> is having "<i>a hard time staying away</i>" from her. So she was told to <i>"send him a little sex"</i> that evening. You can see the result on her blog <a href="http://submissionandmetaphor.blogspot.com/2020/03/tongue-tit-flesh.html" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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I hope it gave him pleasure. It did me - and I hope you too.<br />
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I wonder if you too are having a <i>hard time</i> being away from your partner at this time and how you may be resolving it?Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-3633937378924599952020-03-31T14:54:00.000+01:002020-04-02T10:37:26.771+01:00Love in the time of Coronavirus...Fetish to the rescue!<br />
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The medical fetish firm <a href="https://medfetuk.com/" target="_blank">MedFetUK</a> has donated their entire stock of disposable scrubs to an NHS hospital.<br />
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It seems they had enquiries from a number of NHS hospitals who were desperate to find sources of supply. You can read the full story on their Twitter thread <a href="https://twitter.com/MedFet_UK/status/1243590308878848002" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-14063151590436827282020-03-30T17:49:00.001+01:002020-03-30T17:49:10.795+01:00BDSM, sex, sluttishness, submission, fetish, domination, bondage, beating and......COVID-19<br />
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Well I hope the title got your attention.<br />
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I am sorry not to have been around for a while. I am well. I hope that you and your nearest and dearest are too. Stay safe and keep others safe. There is a lot of information and advice out there. Some of it is good advice some is bad and some is even mischievous. I have no particular expertise in this area so will not offer my own advice to add to the jumble. Instead I am going to shamelessly pinch from Fetlife part of a short post they have written there with some excellent links. If you would like to read the whole post it is <a href="https://fetlife.com/users/1/posts/6176472" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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If you've been following the news recently you've probably heard of the Coronavirus or COVID-19. And, depending on where you live, there might already be recommendations or regulations in place to combat the spread of COVID-19 where you live.<br />
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In the news, across the internet, and on FetLife... many people are telling others what they should and shouldn't be doing. Instead of telling people what to do, which we find very seldom works, we wanted to share with you links that we've found useful so that you can make informed decisions for you and your loved ones.<br />
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<li>Wikipedia: <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coronavirus_disease_2019" target="_blank">Coronavirus disease 2019 (COVID-19)</a></li>
<li>World Health Organization</li>
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<li><a href="https://www.who.int/emergencies/diseases/novel-coronavirus-2019/advice-for-public" target="_blank">Advice For Public</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.who.int/news-room/q-a-detail/q-a-coronaviruses" target="_blank">Q&A</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.who.int/emergencies/diseases/novel-coronavirus-2019" target="_blank">Latest Updates</a></li>
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<li><a href="https://www.flattenthecurve.com/" target="_blank">Flatten the Curve</a></li>
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<li><a href="https://www.flattenthecurve.com/act-and-prepare/" target="_blank">Act & Prepare: Do and Do Nots</a></li>
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<b>Real-Time Dashboards</b><br />
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<li><a href="https://coronavirus.jhu.edu/map.html" target="_blank">Global Cases Dashboard by Johns Hopkins University</a></li>
<li><a href="https://nssac.bii.virginia.edu/covid-19/dashboard/" target="_blank">Surveillance Dashboard by University of Virginia</a></li>
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<b>By the Numbers</b><br />
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<li><a href="https://medium.com/@tomaspueyo/coronavirus-act-today-or-people-will-die-f4d3d9cd99ca" target="_blank">Coronavirus: Why You Must Act Now</a></li>
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<b>United States</b><br />
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<li><a href="https://www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/index.html" target="_blank">Centers for Disease Control and Prevention</a></li>
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<b>Canada</b><br />
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<li><a href="https://www.canada.ca/en/public-health/services/diseases/coronavirus-disease-covid-19.html" target="_blank">Government of Canada: Coronavirus disease</a> <a href="https://www.canada.ca/en/public-health/services/diseases/coronavirus-disease-covid-19.html" target="_blank">(COVID-19)</a></li>
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<b>UK</b><br />
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<li><a href="https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/coronavirus-covid-19/" target="_blank">NHS - Coronavirus (COVID-19)</a></li>
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<b>Other Useful Resources</b><br />
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For those who are missing school or have kids that are missing school:<br />
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<a href="https://www.khanacademy.org/" target="_blank">Khan Academy - Classes For Children and Teens</a><br />
<a href="https://github.com/soroushchehresa/450-free-courses" target="_blank">450 Ivy League Courses</a><br />
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But most importantly of course (this bits from me!)...<br />
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<a href="https://twitter.com/Beauxxxx/status/1244667821621153796" target="_blank">!!! PLEASE WASH YOUR HANDS !!!</a></div>
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P xxxPygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-92083395258622608432019-10-28T19:35:00.000+00:002019-10-28T19:35:46.192+00:00youth, maturity and freedomI have finally got round to responding to a very interesting comment by D to my last post. You can read her comment and my response <a href="https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2019/09/public-demonstration-of-bdsm.html?showComment=1570877067944#c6324391205353403557" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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The whole comment was very interesting but my response concentrated her thoughts about the youthfulness of the three women who I discussed. My initial reaction was that I might have been patronising in my attitude. I may or may not have been but it is good to reflect on ones own reactions and learn from them.<br />
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My thoughts have now come to reviewing society's attitude towards the actions of younger and older people. D mentioned the notion of <i>"youthful folly"</i> as a way of demeaning the actions of young people. However there is an equivalent attitude to older people in the often used phrase <i>"old enough to know better"</i>.<br />
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Does this give more freedom for younger people to act out their fantasies in a way that older people cannot? Once one attains a certain level of maturity does this take away an element of freedom that younger people are allowed?<br />
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I am fortunate in having a number of younger friends. Their youthfulness and enthusiasm keeps me alive and supports and feeds my own enthusiasms. However, I can remember my own trials and fears as a young person so I do not underestimate the pressures upon them.<br />
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Is this balanced though by the restrictions placed on us as we become more "mature"? <i>Old enough to know better!</i> Is one more limited in what one can do publicly as one gets older? Can younger people get away with more?<br />
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As a younger person do you appreciate such freedom?<br />
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As a more mature person are you jealous of it?<br />
<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-81086336413178241102019-09-26T14:55:00.000+01:002019-09-26T14:55:31.857+01:00public demonstration of bdsm relationshipA public demonstration of a BDSM relationship might be as little as wearing a collar or other symbol in public. Though recently I have seen a number of women wearing collars when I have not been sure whether it was worn as a fashion item rather than as a true demonstration of a BDSM commitment or lifestyle.<br />
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An example sprang up recently when I was in Germany. This was at the main large railway station in Leipzig. There was a shopping mall as part of the station facilities. This included a nice bookshop with a pleasant coffee shop. We had some time to spend at the railway station and had spent a little while in one cafe so moved on to the coffee shop in the bookshop. It was very pleasant and we had some very nice coffee and cake. While we were sitting there I notice three young women in the corner. They were perhaps late teens or early twenties. They were dressed in a goth style. I noticed at first that one of them, a young woman with long red hair, was wearing a collar. A little later I realised that there was a lead attached to the collar, held by her friend who looked a little more butch with shorter black hair. Another woman with long dark hair looked on. They were there for some time just drinking their coffees as we were. Being in the corner they were not very noticeable and nobody seemed to pay them much attention. I wondered when they left whether the short haired woman would lead her friend out with the chain attached.<br />
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She did!<br />
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This was a very public, very vanilla space. These young people did nothing other than dress as they wished and made a slight statement through one leading out the other attached by a chain. They made no big deal of it.<br />
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So why am I?<br />
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Well, I was wondering I suppose whether this was a genuine BDSM relationship, perhaps poly. Or rather was it just a fashion statement? Some young people enjoying dressing up and being different in a way that might have been seen to be slightly edgy.<br />
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It doesn't matter really which it was. Though it made me wonder if they were happy to do this - should we not all be happy to do much the same?<br />
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I have led Inès by a chain in public in a club space, but not in public in a vanilla setting. If these young people are happy to do it then why not me?<br />
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Have you displayed BDSM trappings in a vanilla environment? Would you?<br />
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If not - then why not?Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-82306967338763765872019-09-18T14:26:00.001+01:002019-09-18T14:26:28.081+01:00while I was away...Sorry not to have posted for a while. It has been <i>SO </i>hectic since I got back from my time in Germany. (More of that soon!)<br />
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I found some of my Blogger visitor stats interesting today. Given that it is such a long time since I posted, recent posts are less likely to be neat the top of visited posts. So other posts that have attracted visors will have been via Google (mostly) and other search engines. These are the most popular posts as found in the last week by search engines:<br />
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<a href="http://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2008/12/body-modification.html" target="_blank">body modification</a><br />
<a href="http://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2011/01/good-girl.html" target="_blank">"good girl"</a><br />
<a href="http://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2010/10/internal-enslavement.html" target="_blank">Internal Enslavement</a><br />
<a href="http://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2017/01/primal.html" target="_blank">Primal</a><br />
<a href="http://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2011/07/praise.html" target="_blank">praise</a><br />
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I wonder if readers find these particular posts interesting - or have any idea why search engines do?<br />
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<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-7805048005899636372019-08-28T08:29:00.000+01:002019-08-28T08:29:23.133+01:00vacationI'm going to be away for a couple of weeks. Part of the time I shall be in Berlin so if you know of any fun taking place there, do let me know.<br />
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More when I get back...<br />
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Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-64279437079888381512019-08-26T14:57:00.000+01:002019-08-26T14:57:02.135+01:00a BDSM spectrumIn a reply to a tweet I posted <a href="https://twitter.com/XoEisley" target="_blank">EisleyXO</a> wrote "I feel like it’s more of a bdsm spectrum now more than ever."<br />
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</div><div>There clearly is a wide spectrum of what people would consider as BDSM or D/s. At one end it may get close to an example I gave in an <a href="https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2019/08/loving-care-as-act-of-submission.html" target="_blank">earlier post</a> about service with little or no play or sexual element. At the other end it could involve heavy sado-masochist play and a slave contract.</div><div><br />
</div><div>So what would the <i>minimum </i>be for a relationship to be regarded as BDSM?</div><div><br />
</div><div>EisleyXO suggested, <i>"Creating a safe environment, pushing limits, ensuring proper after care, and giving a sub the attention they crave could be considered the bare minimum of a d/s dynamic..."</i></div><div><br />
</div><div>I could agree with most of this but is "<i>pushing limits"</i> an essential part of a BDSM relationship? Though that is perhaps getting into a different discussion. (Perhaps next week!)</div><div><br />
</div><div>For now I wonder what others regard as the bare minimum for a dynamic to be considered BDSM?</div>Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-49623458704088358622019-08-15T17:02:00.001+01:002019-08-15T17:02:24.064+01:00loving care as an act of submissionI came across an interesting post on <a href="https://fetlife.com/" target="_blank">Fetlife</a> recently. The writer was discussing the act of caring for someone as an act of submission. She was asking if there were male or female submissives who got off on just being caring and kind through looking out for anything their dominant might desire or need in their daily lives. The discussion was about this in a non-sexual or BDSM contact. It was purely about offering service and gaining enjoyment through this care and support. There was no search for punishment or reward. The only reward would be the fact that the dominant had been made happy and that they were appreciative of the care. The fulfilment was coming from the fact that the submissive knew they had done the best they could to do everything as perfectly as possible for their dominant and made them happy.<br />
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I think this may well be part of many D/s relationships. However for it to be the sole context of the D/s relationship would, I think, be unusual.<br />
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I wonder if it is part of your own D/s relationship?<br />
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I am slightly conflicted by this notion. I think of myself as dominant rather than submissive and I don't switch. However I like to give pleasure. I offer care and support to my submissives and gain pleasure from this. After all I am a <i>Kind Dom</i>. Does that mean I have submissive tendencies or am I merely manipulative!<br />
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<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-38693386561925009052019-08-06T20:03:00.002+01:002019-08-06T20:03:46.871+01:00ToniThis post isn't about BDSM or D/s or anything at all salacious I am afraid.<br />
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It is just to mark the death of Toni Morrison who may have been the greatest American novelist of the last hundred years or so. If she had been male and white then perhaps she would be more widely celebrated as such. Though to be fair she was awarded the Nobel Prize for Literature. (But then again so was Bob Dylan. Not that I don't like Bob but, well...)<br />
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I think I may have quoted from her once long ago in a post on my Beau blog but I can't find it now or the reason for it.<br />
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I have looked for her books on my shelves and found a couple. Others may have been lent out long ago and never returned. I hope I may find time this summer to re-read her novels and perhaps read ones of hers I am yet to discover.<br />
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On a review just now I heard her being talked of as describing the black experience. No. She described the human experience. So wonderfully.<br />
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Thank you Toni.Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-61278647546967699312019-07-27T18:09:00.001+01:002019-07-27T18:09:46.211+01:00BDSM podcastsNot long ago I wrote a post <a href="https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2019/04/blogging-and-age-profile.html" target="_blank">blogging and age profile</a>. In it I discussed a possible move away from blogging to other social networking possibilities. I have recently realised there is another approach that I did not discuss then - podcasts.<br />
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Podcasts are an increasingly popular medium. I have read a couple of articles recently about the growth of sex related podcasting. I listen to the radio a lot and might occasionally catch up on programmes I have missed using my computer or tablet. However I do not subscribe to any podcasts though I have occasionally wondered about browsing them. I wondered if there were many BDSM related podcasts. So I Googled <i>BDSM podcasts</i>.<br />
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I am clearly the last to catch up with this phenomena. There were pages and pages of results. Erotica, discussions, advice - the variety was huge. It is even available on Apple podcasts and on Spotify.<br />
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So is that Pygar's new way forward? Should <a href="http://uncle-agony.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Uncle Agony</a> give out his advice on a podcast rather than a blog? Is listening to articles, thoughts and ideas the the way busy people can have time to access them rather than by reading? It may also be it is a way for people to access longer posts.<br />
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Do you listen to podcasts? Would you prefer to listen to blog posts rather than read them? Do you follow any BDSM podcasts? If you do have any recommendations for good BDSM related podcasts do let us know. Perhaps I should link to some on the side bar as well as blogs.<br />
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And what about Pygar? Do I need to start practising my audio skills and start recording and broadcasting?Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-75735735331258363762019-07-12T15:40:00.002+01:002019-07-12T15:40:45.815+01:00fluI've had a nasty virus for over a week now and can't seem to shake it off.<br />
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Is anyone available to pop round and soothe my fevered brow?<br />
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Or at least find some other way of cheering me up a bit!Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-47603121439016014702019-07-05T15:20:00.001+01:002019-07-05T15:20:31.377+01:00wistful...When I sorted through my old links a few weeks back it made me wistful. I remembered online and real friendships from many years ago. I came upon old email exchanges that kindled memories.<br />
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It gave me a strong feeling of wanting to make contact; to try to reconnect in some way. But why?<br />
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D/s relationships have a power and strength that is bound to leave its mark. However some of these were just friendships - though we had lots of fun.<br />
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I am not normally one who has too many regrets. It is not that I haven't made mistakes, messed things up, been stupid; after all I'm human too. So yes, there are things I wish I had done differently or not at all and things I wish that I had done or done better. However I try not to concentrate on these things. Instead I try to look forward positively to see what may be the next exciting journey in my life and discover new experiences rather than constantly look backwards.<br />
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There were such positives there too that are worthy of recollecting and rediscovering. Even some of my old erotic writing was better than I had imagined! So I kind of enjoyed looking back - if in a wistful way, with some sadness too and thoughts of what might have been and wondering what people are doing now and how they are.<br />
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This online world is one where close but distant friendships and relationships can be forged. The D/s element gives even more power and intensity to them.<br />
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So are you wistful for old subs or Doms? Do you reflect on the past or are you positive about living for the future?Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-32312420611217357432019-06-26T12:18:00.003+01:002019-06-26T12:18:54.055+01:00bruisedDo you like being bruised? Do you celebrate bruises? Do you display them and show them off?<br />
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<a href="https://fetlife.com/" target="_blank">Fetlife</a>, for instance, is full of pictures on members' profiles displaying colourful and in some cases very severe bruising.<br />
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Do you like causing bruises? What is the balance between the visual effect you are creating and the pain caused?<br />
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What is it about bruising?<br />
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In researching for this post I came across this very good piece of writing by Kristen about bruising:<br />
<i>I love getting marked up. I love the little dark fingerprints that fade to yellow on my upper arms, the purple signs of a shoulder bite, the teeth marks on my inner thighs. ... But what I really like are the bruises, bigger and more colorful in the light of day. I like the memory of what we did last night blooming on my skin as I strip for the morning’s shower. I like a big bouquet of them, spread across my shoulders and neck and thighs, proof that someone wanted me so badly they had to grab and bite and sometimes break skin. I like to show them off; ... Bruises take work, to give and get. </i><br />
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I recommend you read the whole piece which puts the bruising described into proper context. I have slightly misrepresented it here through editing for the purposes of this post. You will find it <a href="https://www.sugarbutch.net/2012/06/on-bruises-and-lasting-marks-by-kristen/" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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Is the pleasure in bruises a delightful memory of a special event?<br />
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For some though it seems to be the bruising itself. There seems to sometimes be a competitive element. "My bruises are bigger/brighter/more colourful than yours!" Or is it an eagerness to show how much one can take - in a kind of "I am more masochistic than you" kind of way? Or if it is the Dom showing off bruises caused is this a way of showing what a sadist they can be!<br />
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It doesn't quite work because people mark differently. Everybody's skin and flesh is different. Newbies can mark very easily whereas those who receive regular spanking may find it harder to get marked.<br />
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The whole issue is all discussed much more articulately and personally than I have managed by Kristen in the link above. I fear I may have come over rather dismissively about bruising whereas Kristen writes about it beautifully in a positive way.<br />
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So what about you? Are there pictures of your bruised bottom or breasts on your blog or on Fetlife? If so do explain to me the pleasure or satisfaction it gives you.<br />
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Do you find it a turn-on or a turn-off to look at?<br />
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Do tell me about your attitude to bruising...<br />
<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-43156084306310210402019-06-19T12:19:00.001+01:002019-06-19T12:19:43.030+01:00linksI have at last got round to deleting all the broken links on the sidebar of this page. Or at least, I hope I have!<br />
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I have also taken down most of the ones that have not been updated for some time. Many of them seemed to have stopped round about seven or eight years ago. I wondered what happened in the blogosphere then for so many to suddenly stop. If I have taken down your link in error or you have started again do let me know.<br />
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I became quite wistful taking some of them down. Many were by people who I had been very friendly with online. It reminded me of some good friendships and some fun times. It also got me wondering about how they were doing now. So if you are one of them - do get in touch, say hi and let me know how you are doing!<br />
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I am aware, because it is so long since I revised the list, that there are many people who comment on here where I have not linked to your own blog or website. I have started to try to put some new links on but I know I have still missed many. So if you are a regular reader or commenter, or if you link to my blog, then please let me know and I will try to put a link also to you.Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-32093134095310381352019-06-12T13:08:00.002+01:002021-02-19T09:19:45.891+00:00hugs and cuddlesI'm very positive about the value of hugs and cuddles and have written about it here before. There are some particularly interesting comments and discussion from visitors to the blog on the posts '<a href="https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2010/11/hugs-heal.html" target="_blank">hugs heal</a>' and '<a href="https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2012/01/bondage-and-hugs.html" target="_blank">bondage and hugs</a>' - and also on the post '<a href="https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2018/03/touch.html" target="_blank">touch</a>'.<br />
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I have been reminded about this recently by a couple of things.<br />
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Firstly I came across an announcement by a new member of Fetlife that he was offering cuddles as a paid service. This amused me because many, many years ago as part of some banter on a messageboard I offered the same service as a joke and even set up a simple website. I think it was <i>'Hubert Hugs Inc'</i> and was all very tongue in cheek. It created a very humorous thread and that was just about the end of it. So I was very interested to see that someone actually seemed to be offering this service for real and wondered if that was a joke too. You can see one of his ads <a href="https://fetlife.com/groups/66158/group_posts/14602752" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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I sent him a message, telling him about Hubert. He wrote back to say that not only was it not a joke but that he was doing well. He wrote,<br />
<i>"I'm actually doing OK. I get about 3 meets a week mainly from instagram unfortunately they deleted my profile. I did have 11k followers. I have regulars but they tend to be once a month. I've limited the area I travel now as well which has had a knock on effect. I'm sure I'll pick up a few more clients on here."</i><br />
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Then a few days ago I saw an article in the Guardian newspaper. You can read it <a href="https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2019/jun/11/nordic-cuddle-therapy-would-you-pay-65-to-hug-a-stranger" target="_blank">here</a>. It describes services offered by a new company <a href="https://www.nordiccuddle.com/" target="_blank">Nordic Cuddle</a>. They offer cuddles with a variety of "cuddle practitioners" from £65 for an hour. They make many claims for the outcomes of such sessions for your general wellbeing and health. The sessions are described as totally platonic with clear boundaries which can be adapted to individuals.<br />
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Now when does a hug turn into a cuddle? And when does a cuddle become slightly more than "platonic"? The Guardian writer describes how in his session,<br />
"<i>She holds my hand as we talk. Then we try a standing hug, breathing in unison. She strokes my back. After a while, we move on to the bed. We try a few positions, her head on my chest, then mine on hers. There is full body squeezing, leg entwining, fingertip massage.</i>"<br />
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Now that seems to be becoming more sensual in nature - stroking, his head on her "chest", squeezing, leg entwining, fingertip massage. When does 'stroking' become 'caressing'? Leg entwining seems to be somewhat more than the platonic hugs that Hubert was offering!<br />
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When I was last in Berlin I noticed a cuddle event on Fetlife. It looked interesting. I like the idea of a group cuddle event. This one started with purely platonic cuddling but after a break turned into more sensual cuddling for those who wanted it. I would have liked to have gone but it clashed with other arrangements. It seems to have moved on a bit with the sensual and even kinky side. The next event is on Fetlife <a href="https://fetlife.com/events/746940" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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There seem to be a number of other cuddle events across the world. For instance I noticed one in Perth, Australia and a commercial firm in Montreal, Canada that has a website <a href="https://caliact.com/en/calia-ct/" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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So if cuddling parties and firms offering cuddling therapies are advertising on Fetlife - has cuddling now become a fetish?<br />
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I hug friends of both sexes. However I am boringly heterosexual and would only feel comfortable having a cuddle with someone of the opposite sex. Does't that make it sexual in some way? Or at least sensual? At any rate something less than platonic. So when these firms such as <a href="https://www.nordiccuddle.com/" target="_blank">Nordic Cuddle</a> and <a href="https://caliact.com/en/calia-ct/" target="_blank">Calia</a> claim to be offering purely platonic services can that really be the case? I am not suggesting they are offering additional services. I am just questioning whether a cuddle can always be purely platonic in nature. If so then why are photographs of the professional cuddles shown on both of these websites? Again, I sincerely am not trying to attack either of these companies in any way. In fact I am sure I would enjoy the services they offer and benefit from them. I am sure people do gain benefits from them as I know that hugs and touch are important. I am merely trying to investigate the nature of cuddling. And after all if cuddles really are sensual in nature then where is the harm in that?<br />
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In fact I must look up the Berlin one when I am next there which is open about the sensual nature of the cuddling.<br />
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Perhaps Hubert gave up with his enterprise too soon. If I had kept with it I might by now have had an international chain of cuddle therapy salons.<br />
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Anyone fancy a cuddle?<br />
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First session free to all commenters on this blog!<br />
<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-65468603763626680092019-06-04T14:48:00.002+01:002019-06-04T14:48:40.871+01:00masturbation 3 - masturbation and BDSMOK, so now we are getting comfortable about discussing masturbation with friends and strangers - what about masturbation in a BDSM context? One thinks of masturbation as pleasuring oneself, which of course it is. But when that becomes controlled by another then it can become a powerful tool in a D/s context. It can be used in contrasting ways - through denial or through demand.<br />
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A sub friend of mine once had an online Dom who would control her masturbation. On some days he would instruct her via text or email to masturbate at various times during the day. This could be into double figures.<br />
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Other Doms might refuse permission for their subs to masturbate. There is a whole range of chastity devices available for men and women. Some for men look extremely painful in the ways they are designed to prevent or punish arousal. Trying to create arousal in such a situation might a be a fun activity for a cruel Domme.<br />
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Another cruel play scenario is where a sub might be constantly instructed to arouse themselves but refused permission to orgasm. There must be multiple BDSM games that can be played using masturbation - some of these from a distance. Many Dom's like to keep their subs aroused as ongoing training.<br />
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Have you ever used or had used on you a compulsion to masturbate or a prohibition of masturbation in a BDSM context? Or perhaps you have other examples of how masturbation can be used within BDSM play? Or even fantasies...<br />
<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-3174850721189019822019-05-29T11:01:00.005+01:002019-05-29T11:01:48.285+01:00masturbation 2I mentioned in a comment to the previous post that by chance the day after I published about masturbation <a href="https://www.girlonthenet.com/" rel="nofollow">Girl on the Net</a> did so too. On her blog she wrote that it is masturbation month and gave 10 fantasies to inspire us! You can read them all <a href="https://www.girlonthenet.com/2019/05/22/masturbation-month-wank-fantasies/" rel="nofollow">here</a>.<br />
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So what kind of erotic fantasies help you in this endeavour? If you are sub do you have submissive fantasies? If Dom then dominant fantasies? Or might you sometimes switch when you are fantasising? Do Doms fantasise of being subs and vice versa? Do you fantasise about BDSM at all - or do you prefer vanilla fantasies? I wonder if people's fantasies may be more extreme than they would ever wish for in reality? Do you have recurring fantasies or a favourite that really turns you on?<br />
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Or perhaps, rather than self-created fantasies, you are aroused more easily by created erotica. In which case do videos, photographs, the written word or something else work best or you?<br />
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Or perhaps less is more. Anonymous in a comment that stimulate this series of posts was aroused by this blog with its discussions of BDSM relationships and sexuality. Can more subtle triggers help make you aroused?<br />
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In particular I am wondering which those in the BDSM scene are most turned on by - thoughts of vanilla sex or BDSM activity.<br />
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Do tell...Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-49432482140424135572019-05-21T19:12:00.002+01:002019-05-21T19:12:58.397+01:00masturbation 1It has taken me a while to write this post. I had the ideas in draft for ages but the detail drifted from my mind. So I hope it makes sense. The original comment was <a href="https://www.blogger.com/M1%20about%20comment%20...%20%20not%20shameful,%20etc%20%20%20%20A%20confession:%20I%20have%20masturbated%20to%20your%20blog.%20A%20lot.%20More%20than%20I%20dare%20admit.%20Please%20keep%20reading.%20It's%20fascinating%20to%20know%20what%20goes%20on%20in%20the%20mind%20of%20a%20Dominant.%20There%20are%20far%20too%20few%20intelligent,%20insightful%20D%20blogs%20and%20yours%20in%20simply%20the%20best!%20%20%20%20https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2019/03/international-womens-day.html?showComment=1552157324529#c3875070675901183571" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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The commenter (<i>"Anonymous"</i> of course!) wrote, <i>"A confession: I have masturbated to your blog. A lot. More than I dare admit."</i> They went on, <i>"Please keep reading"</i> as if worried that the initial <i>"confession"</i> would stop me wanting to read further, as if it had no worth.<br />
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I admit I was surprised. I had not thought of my blog as one that someone would fine arousing enough to masturbate to. It is not a blog that sets out to be arousing. However it may be for some who are not part of this world, to read people discussing it and to be able to imagine oneself part of it might be arousing. As well as surprised I surprisingly found myself happy that someone had found intimate physical pleasure from the writing here. Though I am sure it will have been the writing of my commenters that was most arousing!<br />
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However, my initial thought was about shame in admitting to masturbating. I was sad about the tone of the commenter. Why is it still a shameful activity? In the UK the word "wanker" (which refers to masturbation, most often of men) is still used regularly as a term of abuse.<br />
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Meanwhile magazines and the web is full of adverts and features on the best vibrators and dildos. Possession of a vibrator for a woman no longer something to hide but, amongst younger women in particular, becoming the norm.<br />
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Masturbation is a pleasurable activity that does harm to nobody unless done to excess. So how do we rid ourselves of shame in regard to it?<br />
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Do you admit openly that you masturbate?<br />
<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-24082097050789431072019-04-16T20:43:00.002+01:002019-04-16T20:43:56.207+01:00blogging and age profile...Looking at some other blogs recently I started to wonder about age profile of blog writers and blog readers.<br />
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Blogging was once THE THING. We were the trendy new innovators. We were ahead of the game, writing and publishing our own stuff on the internet and getting responses.<br />
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However change has not just got faster, the pace of change has got faster. It is an acceleration. Social media has become so diverse. I won't even begin to list the options. But on some of those you cannot post certain BDSM content. Tumblr has just closed down lots of sites. Facebook profiles with nipples, even if they are national art galleries, get closed down.<br />
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Younger people use other options more. I don't know much about some of them. Twitter can be good though I tend to use it for BDSM and vanilla purposes mostly for publicity. However for many people Twitter and Facebook may be their main news gathering sites.<br />
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The point is though - are we bloggers mostly of a certain age? Are younger people posting shorter, pithier and perhaps more interesting things with fewer words elsewhere? It is good to be able to write at length. However, perhaps we would make contact with more people, and a greater range of people, if we used fewer words on different types of sites.<br />
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So are there any younger readers of this site and younger bloggers out there?<br />
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Any of you under 30?<br />
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Under 40...?<br />
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Under 50...?????<br />
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<i>And NO, I'm not telling you how old I am either!</i><br />
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<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-5180943509060273322019-04-06T18:06:00.001+01:002019-04-06T18:06:33.248+01:00beating as a therapeutic toolI read a post on a message board yesterday relating to an event I had been hoping to get to.<br />
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A woman wrote that she had been going through a very difficult and stressful time emotionally over a period of months. She was looking for some seriously hard play with a variety of implements to help release some emotion. She said she was strong and did not need aftercare but that her ability to give aftercare to the Dom would be limited.<br />
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I wrote to her, not to offer my services, but to advise caution. I probably shouldn't have. I don't know her and it is none of my business. There were a few public responses from male Doms whose profiles expressed a sadistic streak offering to help out. There were also a few from female subs and switches offering empathetic and supportive comments.<br />
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Was I right to be at all concerned? I also wondered if the aftercare that she was rejecting might be the most important part. I worried about the motives too of the Doms who were offering to 'help'.<br />
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I know from the blogs of some submissives, including some readers of this blog, that others have found a beating can help their mood when they are in a negative frame of mind. I guess it is the power of the endorphins released. I wonder if they would recommend it in such circumstances or whether they too might express caution?<br />
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(Sadly I didn't manage to get to the event. So I do not know if the beating took place or how it worked out.)<br />
<br />Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1794291026218471965.post-14264292799360815982019-03-26T12:44:00.000+00:002019-03-26T12:44:14.734+00:00in public and in private...I wrote this ages ago when a brief email from a friend made me think of this. Though looking back at it now I'm not sure I have articulated my thoughts very well and may be confusing two things. So I hope you can make some sense of it!<br />
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Most people have perhaps different public and private personas. To the outside world we present an image to fit with what is required by our career or social position or just how we would like to be perceived by our friends. But in private, we can be ourselves, let our hair down and PARTY!<br />
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I feel some readers of this blog have very respectable images to society around them, very different from what goes on in their home or even just in the bedroom.<br />
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This isn't just about societies demands and our response to that. We all feel more comfortable letting ourselves go with people close to us - but in public, perhaps not. This is illustrated in the comments to a previous post about nakedness <a href="https://xpygarx.blogspot.com/2019/02/being-naked.html" target="_blank">here</a> where Jz and Wilma are very clear they have no exhibitionist streak. In fact the opposite. However in private that may be a very different matter.<br />
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How is it that we may be prepared to be totally vulnerable and exhibitionist in private - but in any public or semi public arena it becomes a complete no-no?<br />
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There are some who are secure and proud enough to wear their kink affiliations proudly and publicly. I think this is even more the case with the younger generation for many of whom sexual boundaries those older amongst us are struggling to overcome and challenge, they have long ago tossed aside.<br />
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The one aspect that hasn't though is perhaps still that of body image. It is why some still find being naked in public as so difficult. Young people perhaps have even more problems with body image, for a number or well rehearsed reasons, than those of us slightly older who have had time to recognise and accept those bits of us that start to sag...<br />
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So how different are you in public and in private? What would it take to give you the confidence to express yourself honestly in this regard in public?Pygarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11913556740445196578noreply@blogger.com3